Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Malcolm In The Middle....
Well i havent posted anything in a while, i had to deal with a lot of things but next in the story, after the prom came her high school graduation and then the month of July, which she had vowed to make the best month ever for us because in August i was moving across the state for school. It just so happened that also during July was my birthday. And it just so happened that it was the best month for me; she never stopped trying to make me happy and never stopped loving me. Probably the most love i had felt in a long time honestly. I remember i spent the 4th of July with her and when we kissed, there were fireworks. Literally i kissed her during the foreworks show. And other little things throughout the month until my birthday came. Her and I spent the day at the beach waiting for my friends to come so we could have a party. We got there early to get my favorite spot and when we got it we set everything up, and the last thing we set up was a tent to just chill in. We both were tired, so we just laid down in the tent and took a little nap until everyone got there. And thats all we did in there, just took a nap. Then when my friends finally got there we just chilled, went into the ocean and swam, ate, and just chilled. Then when it was time for gifts, i was very grateful for the things i got, my parents got me an amp and an electric guitar and she got me a scarf that she had made and had it tied together by a little piece of the fabric. I put it around my wrist and have worn it as a bracelet ever since and i havent taken it off once. I was very grateful for all my gifts and very happy that i got to spend my birthday with her. The following weeks were still amazing. We went to LA for a weekend to spent some time at her grandparents house and celebrate one of her cousins birthdays. I enjoyed meeting her family. I love them so much, i was still pretty amazed that her grandparents let me stay at their house, they had actually invited me to come over for the weekend. So the day after her cousins birthday, we went to Magic Mountain for the day. It was everyones first time, even mine. That was one of the best days of the month. We did everything at that park we could do. When we went to go noto one of the rides, The Riddlers Revenge, we had fun in the line with a bunch of other people in line with us, dancing and messing around with them and when we finally got to the front of the line, i mean like the front, like abbout to go on, the owner of the park comes up to us and says that we would have to go onto the next car and when we were about to ask why Chris Brown and his posse and a few groupies came walking right by us and took our seats on the ride. I mean it was amazing but at the same time i was lowkey mad because he just cut us in line, didnt have to wait as long as we did, he just walked up and rode it. But it was still pretty cool, after we all got off the ride we went to go find him, but then realized if everyone else was chasing him down like we were, which they were, then just about all the other rides didnt have any lines and we could ride as many as we wanted. We did that and had a great time. The next day we woke up and just chilled with eachother, watching movies with eachother until we decided to go swimming and we just chilled at the pool for a few hours then went back to her grandparents house and just stayed in the rest of day. That was one of the most chill days i had in a long time and im so thankful that i got to spent this much time with her.
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Best To Be In The Middle...
I call this the middle of our relationship, because its the middle of our relationship between when we started and now. Every month with her though has been amazing. These months, April through the beginning of August were some of the best months in my life, and some of the most meaningful. The things we did together, and the things we shared together have made some of the best memories i have right now. If i could express the joy i felt during the months of April and May i would. We didnt do anything specific in those months, we were just with eachother always, until at the end of May i went on a week long cruise with my family and i had no way to use a phone because the roaming charges were way more than i could afford. So for a week i was with out my Love; thats what i called her and what i still call her. Dont get me wrong, the cruise was a lot of fun, the first one i had ever been on, but it didnt feel complete without her there. But as soon as i got back, she was the first person i called, and the first person i seen. I spent that whole day with her. Her home rom teacher was having a little get together at her house that same day for all of her home room students and my girlfriend invited me to come along to introduce me to everyone in her class. So when we got there, i met everyone and just chilled for a minute, we played a board game until late that night and when everyone was gone, we went home, or rather i took by her house, spent some time with her at the park around the corner from her house, gave her a kiss and made sure she made it into her house safely.
The next month came up quick, I had promised her too that i would get my license to drive her to her prom and i still didnt have it. I didnt want to fail her though, she had just got her license and i wanted to drive her there, not get a ride from someone, it wouldnt be as meaningful to me if we did that. So i went to the DMV at the beginning of the month, and went and got my permit. I waited about a week and a half, her prom was only a week away and i went to take my driving test. In between all of this though, since i had my permit and she had her license, i could drive her around without anyone in the car but us. So I took her to this one spot called the View, where we could see the whole city from up high. We just sat there for a while, and i gave her my jacket when it got cold and we just watched the sunset together. That was a good day too. The next day i knew i had to go and take a driving test to get my license, i went into the DMV, waited for it to be my turn to take the test, and when i took the test, i failed. I was heart broken because i knew i wouldnt be able to drive her there, but just because i was heart broken, i didnt give up. I went in two days later, took the test a second time and i passed. I was so happy because her prom was literally the next day.
Well my family and i got to her house on the day of the prom early because they were having a before prom party and i brought in my tux and placed it in her brothers room because thats where i was going to change when it was getting close to prom time. I spent about 15 minutes with her before she was taken away to her room where she was going to get ready for the night. I hadnt seen her in her dress yet, because i felt like it wouldnt be right to see her in her dress before the prom; but thats just me. So as she got ready, i was introduced to her whole family, aunties and uncles, cousin, grandparents. Then i was told to hurry up and go get ready. So i got to her brothers' room and started getting dressed. As soon as i had the whole tux down, i walked out and was told how handsome and sharp i looked. I was wearing a black on black tux, but when one of her brothers seen my tie, he took me back in the room and retied the tie for me. I always had a feeling he didnt really like me, i still get that feeling, but it felt good to know that he still did that. So i stood out in the living room anxious because i was really excited to see her and everyone kept making up these false alarms like HERE SHE COMES knowing that she wasnt coming just to get a laugh, but it was all good.
When she finally came out, my jaw and heart dropped. She was so beautiful... So very beautiful. I was blown away becaue i didnt think she could have been any more beautiful than she already was, but i was proven wrong. We walked outside and took pictures before we drove away in my dads car. I was so suprised he let me drive it, because it is a 2003 Silver BMW 745 with 22 inch rims on it. It was a nice car, and i believe it was perfect, because she deserved to be driven to her prom in style and luxury; she only deserves the best in my eyes. We were some of the first ones at the prom so we got in line and quickly took our pictures before everyone else arrived. Then her friends, one by one, started showing up with their dates, until we had a group of about 18 or 19 people. So once again, we all got back in line to take one giant group picture. After the picture, everyone headed to the dance floor and we danced for a few hours. After a minute, we walked outside, just me and her, and just sat down on the seats on the balcony and she just laid in my arms. When the clock hit about 12am, the prom ended and her and I headed downtown. I parked the car in the parking garage of the mall and we just went for a walk downtown. I took her to get some food, we stopped at this little pizza shop that was really poppin that night because everybody and they mama was there. But after, we got back to the car and just drove around for a minute. She had fallen asleep on the way home, so when we got to her house, around 2am. I gently woke her up and walked her inside. I also got my clothes that i had left there and told her goodnight and left. When i got outside, i had changed pants and put my hat back on and drove home. On the way home, i couldnt help but be happy, and my happiness showed in my driving, in the main street, i hit about a buck twenty, then stopped on a dime. When i got home, i went to my room and went to bed with the biggest smile on my face. The night that had brought us together had just came and gone with great success and just because the prom was over didnt mean we were, not even close.
The next month came up quick, I had promised her too that i would get my license to drive her to her prom and i still didnt have it. I didnt want to fail her though, she had just got her license and i wanted to drive her there, not get a ride from someone, it wouldnt be as meaningful to me if we did that. So i went to the DMV at the beginning of the month, and went and got my permit. I waited about a week and a half, her prom was only a week away and i went to take my driving test. In between all of this though, since i had my permit and she had her license, i could drive her around without anyone in the car but us. So I took her to this one spot called the View, where we could see the whole city from up high. We just sat there for a while, and i gave her my jacket when it got cold and we just watched the sunset together. That was a good day too. The next day i knew i had to go and take a driving test to get my license, i went into the DMV, waited for it to be my turn to take the test, and when i took the test, i failed. I was heart broken because i knew i wouldnt be able to drive her there, but just because i was heart broken, i didnt give up. I went in two days later, took the test a second time and i passed. I was so happy because her prom was literally the next day.
Well my family and i got to her house on the day of the prom early because they were having a before prom party and i brought in my tux and placed it in her brothers room because thats where i was going to change when it was getting close to prom time. I spent about 15 minutes with her before she was taken away to her room where she was going to get ready for the night. I hadnt seen her in her dress yet, because i felt like it wouldnt be right to see her in her dress before the prom; but thats just me. So as she got ready, i was introduced to her whole family, aunties and uncles, cousin, grandparents. Then i was told to hurry up and go get ready. So i got to her brothers' room and started getting dressed. As soon as i had the whole tux down, i walked out and was told how handsome and sharp i looked. I was wearing a black on black tux, but when one of her brothers seen my tie, he took me back in the room and retied the tie for me. I always had a feeling he didnt really like me, i still get that feeling, but it felt good to know that he still did that. So i stood out in the living room anxious because i was really excited to see her and everyone kept making up these false alarms like HERE SHE COMES knowing that she wasnt coming just to get a laugh, but it was all good.
When she finally came out, my jaw and heart dropped. She was so beautiful... So very beautiful. I was blown away becaue i didnt think she could have been any more beautiful than she already was, but i was proven wrong. We walked outside and took pictures before we drove away in my dads car. I was so suprised he let me drive it, because it is a 2003 Silver BMW 745 with 22 inch rims on it. It was a nice car, and i believe it was perfect, because she deserved to be driven to her prom in style and luxury; she only deserves the best in my eyes. We were some of the first ones at the prom so we got in line and quickly took our pictures before everyone else arrived. Then her friends, one by one, started showing up with their dates, until we had a group of about 18 or 19 people. So once again, we all got back in line to take one giant group picture. After the picture, everyone headed to the dance floor and we danced for a few hours. After a minute, we walked outside, just me and her, and just sat down on the seats on the balcony and she just laid in my arms. When the clock hit about 12am, the prom ended and her and I headed downtown. I parked the car in the parking garage of the mall and we just went for a walk downtown. I took her to get some food, we stopped at this little pizza shop that was really poppin that night because everybody and they mama was there. But after, we got back to the car and just drove around for a minute. She had fallen asleep on the way home, so when we got to her house, around 2am. I gently woke her up and walked her inside. I also got my clothes that i had left there and told her goodnight and left. When i got outside, i had changed pants and put my hat back on and drove home. On the way home, i couldnt help but be happy, and my happiness showed in my driving, in the main street, i hit about a buck twenty, then stopped on a dime. When i got home, i went to my room and went to bed with the biggest smile on my face. The night that had brought us together had just came and gone with great success and just because the prom was over didnt mean we were, not even close.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
After the Beginning...
After that one simple night, we just kept going and going. I felt like i needed to see her everyday, and that there was nothing else in the world that mattered. Everytime i would see her, my world would light up instantly. Just talking to her, seeing her smile, hearing her laugh, was the most amazing thing in thw world. We spent a lot of time with each other, it didnt matter if we were at her house, my house, the movies, she was always in my arms. I remember out first kiss to the date, simply because it was the day after a huge event that i held with my friends where we rapped at that i invited her to. The kiss was 3/27/2011. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I remember i went over to her house and as soon as i walked in, we both walked out and went on a walk to the park by her house. We got to the park and had a good laugh because there were women with collapsable stripper poles practicing striptease in the middle of the baseball field. So we sat at the very edge of the canyon over looking everything we lived by, she was on my lap. We talked and laughed then went and sat down on some benches. We sat ther and just talked about my show the night before until we made eye contact and we both got quiet. I looked at her said that i wanted to kiss her, she said she wanted to kiss me back, so when we did, i can honestly say there were fireworks; not tryna sound whipped or all simpy, but thats the reality of it. Seems a little weird that i would remember that, but i think its love.
I remember about a week later i took her on a bike ride to a hidden park, hidden by a bunch of trees; there was the perfect amount of privacy there. There was this huge grassy area there and when we got off our bikes, she asked why we were there. I hadnt told her the whole time where we were going or why i had brought my backpack. So out of my backpack i pulled out this blanket for us to lay on and i laid it out in the middle of the field, and we just laid there with eachother talking and laughing, until i snuck in one little kiss. I just had to do it, i couldnt hold myself back from it even if i wanted to. She smiled and kissed me again, so for about another half hour, we just laid there kissing until we had to head back to my house. I remember on our way back to the house, my bike was acting funny and the handle bars kept turning. So i told her hold on and i hopped off my bike. I went to turn my handle bars back the right way, and they just popped off. We were at least 4 blocks from my house. We both laughed about it and i carried my broken bike the rest of the way home. I walked in the door and my family started laughing because we had told them what had happened. So i put my broken bike in the garage and me and her sat down to watch Get Him To The Greek. One of my favorite movies. I took her home that night too, and ended it on a kiss. Her kisses melt my heart, everytime. We continued on like this for months actually. We are still like this today. But today we are apart from eachother, on the opposite side of our state for school. But not for long, and thats a story for later on.
I remember about a week later i took her on a bike ride to a hidden park, hidden by a bunch of trees; there was the perfect amount of privacy there. There was this huge grassy area there and when we got off our bikes, she asked why we were there. I hadnt told her the whole time where we were going or why i had brought my backpack. So out of my backpack i pulled out this blanket for us to lay on and i laid it out in the middle of the field, and we just laid there with eachother talking and laughing, until i snuck in one little kiss. I just had to do it, i couldnt hold myself back from it even if i wanted to. She smiled and kissed me again, so for about another half hour, we just laid there kissing until we had to head back to my house. I remember on our way back to the house, my bike was acting funny and the handle bars kept turning. So i told her hold on and i hopped off my bike. I went to turn my handle bars back the right way, and they just popped off. We were at least 4 blocks from my house. We both laughed about it and i carried my broken bike the rest of the way home. I walked in the door and my family started laughing because we had told them what had happened. So i put my broken bike in the garage and me and her sat down to watch Get Him To The Greek. One of my favorite movies. I took her home that night too, and ended it on a kiss. Her kisses melt my heart, everytime. We continued on like this for months actually. We are still like this today. But today we are apart from eachother, on the opposite side of our state for school. But not for long, and thats a story for later on.
The Beginning...
Well from what I hear it all started about two and a half, almost three, years ago when i met this lady at my little sisters school. I would always volunteer there, mostly for service learning in school. She worked in the schools office. I would always come in and greet her evey morning; "Hello ma'am, how are you?", being as respectful as possible because that's how i was raised. She was always nice to me and told me how sweet and handsome i was. I just took the compliments, i didnt take them in a bad way because i knew she was just being nice. Well she and my mom became friends and they always talked about me; at least thats what my mom said to me. As the years passed, our relationship grew to where me and her were really good friends. About a year and a half into the friendship, at a halloween party for the school, she introduced me to her daughter, she was very beautiful. I said hello nice to meet you and she said the same. We both stood there for a minute while the adults conversated then walked away.That was about 11 months ago. That was the only time we had met. I thought about her every now and then, kicking myself and wondering why i didnt ask for her number or even start up a conversation. Her mom would bring her up in conversations from time to time too. But i never even built up the courage to ask her mom for her number; and that would have been awkward to me.
Well one day i go to my sisters school to pick them up and her mom stopped me and said she had a question for me. She asked if i remembered her daughter and i said yes and she was wondering if i wanted to escort her to her prom. On the inside i was overwhelmed with happiness because one, i didnt have a prom, and two, i already had a thing for her daughter. So i told her that i would. I was excited, but i didnt wanna show it for some reason. So i went home and told my mom what happened and she looked so happy. She told me that when they had talked about me, they were also talking about her daughter and how they thought we would be a good couple and wanted to get us together and they finally had. Later that night, her daughter called my moms phone and asked for my number, when my mom gave it to her she immediately called me. She said she wanted us to hang out before her prom, in a few months, just so it wouldnt be awkward on that night. I agreed, we didnt set a day, we just hung up. A two days past and i hadnt talked to her at all due to my shyness. But then i remembered my little sisters birthday was coming up and we were having a party. So that day, the day of the party, i texted her asking if she had any plans, she replied no so i asked if she wanted to come over for the party and she said she would love to. After that, we didnt stop texting for hours until the party and i realized we both had so much in common. She loved to dance like me, we had the same favorite color, football team and so much other stuff. So i had a huge crush on her before i had even seen her, i had forgot what she looked like but i knew she was beautiful. The thing that really reeled me in about her was her personality when we were texting. She was just so nice, and very smart.
When she got to the party, my heart just dropped. I walked outside and greeted her, but she was the most beautiful girl i had seen in my life. So we started talking and i dont remember what we talked about, but we talked for hours in my backyard while the party was going on. We just sat there and talked. She got cold so i gave her my jacket. At night, we got inside the astro jump my mom had rented for my sister and we just just, laughed, talked, and played in there. Just us two. Then i realized, this isnt a good enough date, so i asked her if she wanted to go to the movies and she said yes. I remember we went and seen the Adjustment Bureau. We sat there and watched the movie, then she looked over at me and asked hey do you mind if i lay on you, and i said of course you can. do you mind if i lay on you. And she said yes, so we did, she laid her head on my shoulder and i laid my head on her head. While we watched the movie, i just kept looking down at her and admiring her beauty. And everytime i would be watching the movie, she would be looking up at me. One of the times i was looking at her, she looked at me and we made eye contact... We just stared for a minute. We both looked away at the same time, but i knew right then that before this prom, i waas going to make her mine. I knew that i wanted to be the one making her smile, the one she could talk to. I didnt only want her to be my girlfriend, but also my bestfriend, someone i could talk to too.The movie ended and i took her home. I walked her to her door and made sure she got inside safely. As soon as her front door shut, i started to plan out next date because i really wanted her to be mine.
But that is the beginning of me and my girlfriend. Today was our 6 month anniversary. I thank God for the time spent with her, and for even letting me know her. She is perfect for me and I just thank God for making such a beautiful person.
Well one day i go to my sisters school to pick them up and her mom stopped me and said she had a question for me. She asked if i remembered her daughter and i said yes and she was wondering if i wanted to escort her to her prom. On the inside i was overwhelmed with happiness because one, i didnt have a prom, and two, i already had a thing for her daughter. So i told her that i would. I was excited, but i didnt wanna show it for some reason. So i went home and told my mom what happened and she looked so happy. She told me that when they had talked about me, they were also talking about her daughter and how they thought we would be a good couple and wanted to get us together and they finally had. Later that night, her daughter called my moms phone and asked for my number, when my mom gave it to her she immediately called me. She said she wanted us to hang out before her prom, in a few months, just so it wouldnt be awkward on that night. I agreed, we didnt set a day, we just hung up. A two days past and i hadnt talked to her at all due to my shyness. But then i remembered my little sisters birthday was coming up and we were having a party. So that day, the day of the party, i texted her asking if she had any plans, she replied no so i asked if she wanted to come over for the party and she said she would love to. After that, we didnt stop texting for hours until the party and i realized we both had so much in common. She loved to dance like me, we had the same favorite color, football team and so much other stuff. So i had a huge crush on her before i had even seen her, i had forgot what she looked like but i knew she was beautiful. The thing that really reeled me in about her was her personality when we were texting. She was just so nice, and very smart.
When she got to the party, my heart just dropped. I walked outside and greeted her, but she was the most beautiful girl i had seen in my life. So we started talking and i dont remember what we talked about, but we talked for hours in my backyard while the party was going on. We just sat there and talked. She got cold so i gave her my jacket. At night, we got inside the astro jump my mom had rented for my sister and we just just, laughed, talked, and played in there. Just us two. Then i realized, this isnt a good enough date, so i asked her if she wanted to go to the movies and she said yes. I remember we went and seen the Adjustment Bureau. We sat there and watched the movie, then she looked over at me and asked hey do you mind if i lay on you, and i said of course you can. do you mind if i lay on you. And she said yes, so we did, she laid her head on my shoulder and i laid my head on her head. While we watched the movie, i just kept looking down at her and admiring her beauty. And everytime i would be watching the movie, she would be looking up at me. One of the times i was looking at her, she looked at me and we made eye contact... We just stared for a minute. We both looked away at the same time, but i knew right then that before this prom, i waas going to make her mine. I knew that i wanted to be the one making her smile, the one she could talk to. I didnt only want her to be my girlfriend, but also my bestfriend, someone i could talk to too.The movie ended and i took her home. I walked her to her door and made sure she got inside safely. As soon as her front door shut, i started to plan out next date because i really wanted her to be mine.
But that is the beginning of me and my girlfriend. Today was our 6 month anniversary. I thank God for the time spent with her, and for even letting me know her. She is perfect for me and I just thank God for making such a beautiful person.
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